x know y..my feeling too bad 2day...

Actually i'm very sad 2day...
i tell myself..i will x cry..
i think i'm very strong ...
but i'm wrong...i x know y...
a little bit things will let mi cry until x boleh tahan...
but..2day............
i'm feel very sad.....really really very sad......
i x wan like dat geh feeling....
let mi wanna die...
at my frens infront i be very happy..ntg happened....
but....just mi.....
i cant cover jor....
i really need a shoulder let mi cry.....
i wan laughter laughter geh cry......
SPM is coming...
but....mi x yet prepare again....
always thinking dis wan dat wan....
haiz...very fan...
i x wan like dis de relationship...
if like dat...just gameover....
y wan so "xin ku"..............................